Basics
Yeah, I'm fixing this schedule first, so this 2nd entry for the day is really about today and not yesterday. Don't want to mess up the whole timeline.
Anyways, today was forgettable and boring, but one trick I found out today to divert my mind from loneliness is building something, so I built my portfolio page finally (after 3-4 attempts), and I'm actually proud of it, as a bonus it didn't let me worry about the fact that I sat alone today the entire time. Back to basics it seems, anyways the weather was great actually, the right mix of chaos, the winds, the downpour, it was great, I'm pretty sure it has been 3-4 days since my last dream too, even tho after weeks I also slept in the afternoon today (only 1:30 hrs tho). I'm getting better!
Future still scares me, both personal and professional aspects. For tackling the latter, I'll resume my DSA journey from today, personal I'm leaving for now. Just have to take it one day at a time, no distractions, should just focus on my placements/GATE prep, friends will anyway come and go. Maybe, I'll find that special person in the next phase of my life, masters or corporate, so time to shut that door for now.
Liberating, isn't it?
Anyways, today was forgettable and boring, but one trick I found out today to divert my mind from loneliness is building something, so I built my portfolio page finally (after 3-4 attempts), and I'm actually proud of it, as a bonus it didn't let me worry about the fact that I sat alone today the entire time. Back to basics it seems, anyways the weather was great actually, the right mix of chaos, the winds, the downpour, it was great, I'm pretty sure it has been 3-4 days since my last dream too, even tho after weeks I also slept in the afternoon today (only 1:30 hrs tho). I'm getting better!
Future still scares me, both personal and professional aspects. For tackling the latter, I'll resume my DSA journey from today, personal I'm leaving for now. Just have to take it one day at a time, no distractions, should just focus on my placements/GATE prep, friends will anyway come and go. Maybe, I'll find that special person in the next phase of my life, masters or corporate, so time to shut that door for now.
Liberating, isn't it?
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