Boundaries
Well, I have been logging the entries a day late for the last 2 days, so gotta fix that. This is actually for 6th (Monday), I'm writing this at midnight so messed up the timings ig.
So anyway, today was tough for the reasons I told yesterday, but I'm slowly getting there, getting over it maybe. I have given up hope btw, and instead of this just being a sad realization, it seems to be a little liberating for me too (so a silver lining perhaps?). Mondays are always boring so today was no different, I didn't miss anyone today, just spent time with my book today and it was fine really. Sometimes you just have to accept that some things are not always supposed to be there for you ig.
If I do follow up my desire to do masters, I'll like to try one more time tho, one more knock at "destiny" with a blank slate at my new college. But that's a long shot, so for now, let's carry on, continue respecting boundaries ig?
So anyway, today was tough for the reasons I told yesterday, but I'm slowly getting there, getting over it maybe. I have given up hope btw, and instead of this just being a sad realization, it seems to be a little liberating for me too (so a silver lining perhaps?). Mondays are always boring so today was no different, I didn't miss anyone today, just spent time with my book today and it was fine really. Sometimes you just have to accept that some things are not always supposed to be there for you ig.
If I do follow up my desire to do masters, I'll like to try one more time tho, one more knock at "destiny" with a blank slate at my new college. But that's a long shot, so for now, let's carry on, continue respecting boundaries ig?
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