I (still) miss you

I still miss you, your smile, your laughter, your hymning of a random beat of a song, I miss everything you stood for. I miss seeing you in my world, miss the random twinning we did, miss the time we bonded during the domain camp, miss your teasing, miss your scoldings.
Why can't we start again, why can't we friends again, why can't we give each other another chance? I was the best version of myself when I was WITH you, I just want that back, want that feeling back, want that urge back, want that essence back, want YOU back.
Please comeback, it is not a joke anymore, I can't do it anymore without you, please.