The one?
Today was our soft skills presentation and I fumbled, got stuck on one word really, well that's my life really, clinging on to the smaller flaws.
What am I doing here, I really think I shouldn't be here, got no-one here to cherish, nobody for which I have the desire to go to classes, no roommate that makes me excited to come back from college either. They say that there's always THE ONE, and the world will do everything to make you meet her, but I very much doubt it now. I mean, I don't even have a good enough friend for which I am their first and biggest priority, why should I hope for someone special to do the same? My birthday is in 4 days and every year it seems to get less exciting and just grimmer really.
I don't need a dream this time, I just need just one person that i can selfishly call mine and mine alone and vice versa. Just one.
What am I doing here, I really think I shouldn't be here, got no-one here to cherish, nobody for which I have the desire to go to classes, no roommate that makes me excited to come back from college either. They say that there's always THE ONE, and the world will do everything to make you meet her, but I very much doubt it now. I mean, I don't even have a good enough friend for which I am their first and biggest priority, why should I hope for someone special to do the same? My birthday is in 4 days and every year it seems to get less exciting and just grimmer really.
I don't need a dream this time, I just need just one person that i can selfishly call mine and mine alone and vice versa. Just one.
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