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Jul 20, 2026

EMPTINESS

Today was awful, AWFUL. Full of regrets too, I felt bad for cancelling on my uber ride twice too. And, since coming back to my flat, there's this empt...

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Jul 16, 2026

#vent#sports

PAIN

Today, I couldn't play the full 1 hr, I was deemed "retired hurt", I guess they could see the pain i was playing under, the cramps coupled with the he...

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Jul 5, 2026

#vent#lonely

MOVE ON #2

Well, atleast this time it is a tad bit easier to move on than last time, I deleted the chats today and suspended my insta. Did help a lot tbh, also d...

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Jul 4, 2026

#vent#lonely#regret

CRUSH?

Ah yes, today I faced the consequences of that proposal, yeah I screwed up (again!).<br>Anyway, that friendship is screwed now, she explicitly said th...

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Jul 3, 2026

#vent#tired#lonely#regret

REJECTION

Well, her response came back today and even tho I was expecting it, even though I had no hopes beforehand, even tho I knew she would say no, her respo...

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Jun 18, 2026

#vent#lonely

Move on

Yesterday was her birthday, still didn't accept my call to wish her, tried using my friend's number (got blocked from there).<br>Screw her man, no off...

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May 28, 2026

#marks#vent#regret

Melancholy

Yesterday was awful, I shouldn't be surprised really, the whole month has been awful. I lost my best friend, i cried for her 2 days ago while i was ou...

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May 19, 2026

#paranoia#vent#lonely

Breakpoint

The friendship ended yesterday, it was inevitable, the signs were all there to be honest, she used to abruptly end my calls citing that she'll call la...

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May 1, 2026

#vent

PREP

Today was prep day since our ESTs are from tomorrow, and it was a good day in general too. I like teaching people ig, cools my mood. Yesterday was awf...

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Apr 27, 2026

#vent#lonely

NOT FINE!

I'm not fine, don't why my heart feels heavy, so heavy it hurts. I'm not crying now, not yet, but I want to, I want to so much. I don't know what to c...

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Apr 25, 2026

#vent

LAB EST

I missed the entry for tomorrow, missed just by a whisker, i just opened the site the minute the clock stuck midnight!Anyways, it doesn't matter becau...

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Apr 23, 2026

#vent#lonely

Hollow

Today was Book day, so I gifted 2 books to a special someone, with a letter. Mind you, the book had special highlighted sections and even my custom re...

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Apr 13, 2026

#vent

BREAKDOWN

So it finally cracked, had a mental breakdown finally, guess those misery filled weeks finally caught me up. I had 2 placement drives, they went awful...

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Apr 12, 2026

#vent#lonely

INSECURITY #2

Yes, I broke my streak my forgetting to write yesterday, so this is about yesterday again since today was boring and insignificant. Well, I broke...

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Apr 6, 2026

#vent#lonely

Reconciliation?

Well, today was reconciliation day ig? We did meet today, to sort things out, and for the most part it was alright ig. We did try to enjoy it, and for...

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Mar 10, 2026

#vent

The one?

Today was our soft skills presentation and i fumbled, got stuck on one word really, well that's my life really, clinging on to the smaller flaws....

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Mar 4, 2026

#paranoia#vent

HOLI

I missed yesterday's entry, my bad. We had holi yesterday and today, and wow, I had low expectations but damn it was awful. Yesterday started great, i...

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Feb 24, 2026

#vent

TO YOU

Thank you for making me feel like the most special person in the world. Thank you for making me feel wanted. Thank you for giving me attention. Thank ...

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Feb 19, 2026

#vent#rant

STOIC

Ofcourse I broke down today too, there's gotta be a week where something or someone forces me to, but guess I should be getting used to this now. How ...

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Journal Archive

EMPTINESS

PAIN

MOVE ON #2

CRUSH?

REJECTION

Move on

Melancholy

Breakpoint

PREP

NOT FINE!

LAB EST

Hollow

BREAKDOWN

INSECURITY #2

Reconciliation?

The one?

HOLI

TO YOU

STOIC

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